Tonight I had another dream about my mum. I was walking in the Hema (a Dutch department store mum and I often visited) with Ron, when someone came in with... my mother. I fainted at the spot.
The next moment Ron was explaining to me that he had talked to the woman and that she wasn't my mother. I looked at her and couldn't believe him; she was her spitting image! I knew Ron would never lie to me about something like this though. A feeling of pain and grief came over me and then I woke up.
I know I'm still coping with mum's death, coming to terms with it at daytime and most certainly in my dreams...
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I'm so sorry that you're hurting, but it sounds like these dreams are your very personal way of working through it.
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ReplyDeleteOddly enough, not long after my mother in law died, her daughter and I were in one of her favorite shopping areas - a mall - and we sae a woman walking around who was her spitting image! After we got over the shock, we followed the poor woman around for a few minutes, trying to catch more glimpses of her. It was spooky.
I read about your two recent dreams of your mum. After we sold my mom's house, the family home, I started dreaming about mom and they were very disturbing as she was not dead and did not have a house to live in. I still occasionally have the dream, but it was a nightly haunt for about 3 years. It did not have to have a doctor or a dream interpreter to figure out what that was all about. Now my dreams are mostly about both my parents and nostalgic and if I dream about them at home it is the home of my youth.
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